Half awake

But lord, even in my sleep I will keep myself half awake hoping for the bell to ring.


They never get it, do they?
How it's been so long with you in my heart and it still doesn't feel enough. How that silhouette of yours makes my world tremble each damn time. You know you still love someone, if you still hold that glimpse of hope that one day, not today but one day, they will come back. Would you be able to say No? Would you be able not to let him in (if he has ever been out)? Remembering every pain you caused me, every tear I shed about you but still I could never, ever pronounce the No to you.

Maybe this time I won't call you, I won't keep the door wide open. But lord, even in my sleep I will keep myself half awake hoping for the bell to ring.

Because you are the essence of my life, the beauty of my heart and letting you go would be such a tragedy for the mankind. It would be a disaster to let my love for you be forgotten.


So baby, you know where to find me. Always there. Always in love with you.

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